Abide

My word for 2025. Abide. Definition according to dictionary.com: to remain; to continue; to stay. For years I lived by strive rather than abide. My idea of “a good Christian” was one who followed all the rules and checked all the boxes. I thought I was...

Do you need to flip the switch?

Three steps. That’s all it takes to get from the door into the laundry room to the door into the garage.  I’ve taken those three steps a million times. Ok, maybe not a million, but a lot. . Three steps. In a familiar place. Should be so easy I can do it...

Unsinkable?

  Do I look unsinkable? Shortly after this picture was taken, the current took me far away from friends and safety. Just a few minutes after this smile, I was struggling to keep my head above the water. I was most definitely not unsinkable. I fell off the...

Every Time the Doors are Open

I could count on one hand the number of times I’d been to church in the last few years. I was angry at God because my marriage had failed. I was ashamed of the choices I’d made, and worried about what people would think. I had grown up involved in church. I took great...

Presents or Presence?

Matthew rubbed his sleepy brown eyes as he peeked around the corner. The adults sat, cameras ready, waiting for my three-year-old son to see the spread that Santa had delivered. There was the toy kitchen he had asked for since July, a big yellow truck, an overflowing...
Michelle Ruddell | Author | Speaker